從來也不喜歡說這些
大概是怕讓別人困擾吧
可是可不可以
就讓我任性一點
讓我在這裡想說什麼就說什麼
我只是希望
能夠什麼都不想
就這樣就好
什麼感覺都沒有什麼想法都沒有
就算像行屍走肉也好
從來都不在乎別人認為我的生活過得怎樣
什麼叫意義什麼叫價值
那是我說了算
可是即便如此
要照著自己想要的方式走下去還是好難
或者
要找出自己想要的方式，好難
已經過了會相信夢和願望的年齡了
等待著別人來拯救自己這樣的想法
就算用頭髮想都知道既愚蠢又不可能
但在無能為力的時候
又有什麼其他選擇
也許只是想要什麼都不管就這樣逃掉
到一個可以順暢呼吸的地方
maybe i still miss those days
it's a damn cold night
but i'm not trying to figure out the life
cause i don't think it works
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i'm always missing "those days"...
always looking backward
regretting for those passed events.
however, also afraid if i can go back
and find out that those old days were actually not so suitable for the ME now i am,
that will be even sadder...
perhaps that's the reason why i stopped my wretch,
but now the fucking blogger's not working...="=
i think we are always looking for something
maybe an answer,maybe a new way,or something else
i agree most of time we might find that "those days" were not suitable for the ME now
however,for me
realize that there is no way to get the memory back
that will be sadder
i know it's stupid
i don't know what's wrong with your blogger
but i can still read it
also the music plays normally XD
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